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"My beautiful Handphone has been stolen by some ass"
hais...
My handphone got Stolen ):
and the worst is that friday was the last day of school.
I wouldn't be able to sms my Juniors anymore .
shit lah!
damn I am gonna find the person who took my Phone.
{The last day of my sec 4 year}
Friday was the last day of my sec 4 year ):
I will miss the School , the people I have met there
And most importantly , I will miss the Memories I had in that school.
I wish this day wouldn't have come.
I had fun being in Assumption
I will miss the people in my Class.
(Basically everyone I have met in that school)
I should have treasure my years in Assumption.
and Now , I am regretting .
"LA LA LA LA LA ...It's a beautiful world"
Just found a new song.
It's interesting (:
yup.
listen and watch the video
Enjoy .
"Beautiful world (we're all here) " By Jim Brickman , sang by Dala and Adam Crossley
Strawberry lips shining in the summer sun
Canary-tipped glowing there for everyone
You fell asleep under the cherry tree
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here
Your winter skin warming in the summer sun [summer sun]
We know within you will stay forever young [forever young]
You fell asleep under the solid sea
It's time to wake up
The moon is high above you
We're all here 'cause we love you
And when you finally open your eyes and ears
You'll see and you'll hear us sing
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world
It's a beautiful world
You fell asleep under the solid sea
It's time to wake up
The moon is high above you
We're all here 'cause we love you
And when you finally open your eyes and ears
You'll see and you'll hear us sing
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world we're all here
La La La La La
It's a beautiful world [It's a beautiful world]
It's a beautiful world
"It was always you but why did history turn itself around?"
"and why do you run now?"
Signed,
Marion...
Having to write this letter to you...10:26 PM
~What the hell man , I feel pain~ Labels: a will I have set, keeping a will
Basically , some of my friends and I went to school today .
and so we found out that there wasn't any school.
we were like " WHAT THE HELL!"
well , we didn't know because we did not receive any letter saying that there wasn't any school for the sec 4s too.
haha.
so Thaddeus came over to my house.
(if some of you have noticed , my msn has been logged in since morning)
The funny thing is that , I have been feeling pain in my chest since this morning.
haha.
weird day for a chest pain.
I could be the weather itself.
Oh well , I just have to bear with it for the whole of today.
"Wielding the License , I just couldn't bear to see you fall again"
With the License of a will.
I saw you fell
I have always tried my best to make you smile.
The laughs you bring.
and the Jokes we bring
wielding the License , I shall always keep this will.
Signed,
Marion#
Having to write this letter to you...1:15 AM
walking down the school's walk way.... Labels: this is why I said sorry.
a smile I saw
a laugh I heard.
reminded me of the past.
what do I see in this event you might ask.
I would say I see you ....
you over-reacted at everything haha.
It was fun going out as a group with Jeremy.
life wasn't that hard.
but It was a bit weird (:
life was always weird.
but It turned out fine.
I saw you as a very close friend .
but the first time you saw me , you thought of me as someone esle .
you walked pass my class.
and most of the time , during my maths lessons.
haha.
I was always happy to see you.
but I wasn't happy with myself.
the third month came and you told me why you have been walking pass my class.
well , I was surprised .
oh well , It was the past.
problems came to you .
I have always been helping.
well , like you said I gave you good advices.
haha..yup .
and now , troubles come to you again .
and I have no say on this one .
and I said sorry , because I really can't help but I can say that
the hardest way of life is where you and I stand.
Fear is what makes us stronger.
signed ,
marion...
Having to write this letter to you...3:20 AM
what I see Labels: Given up
is what I have felt
and what I have realised about you
Never was the heart shaped like a heart
Never was a dream that hard to see
Never shall this clown be real
Cause' if he was , I shall fetch his crown
Never was th Clown unreal.
Such that his frown was blamed
This is the Turning Point
"...And still , the hurt was the price of three"
The gamble of Spades showed the way.
"...And so , The 52 cards were all in one deck but the hearts are what I have given to you"
Signed ,
Marion
Having to write this letter to you...6:13 AM
" 'N's are over man "
haha yes Yes YES!!!!
'N's are over man ...
haha I feel so free.
but now , It is time to worry about my results .
yup.
> Class Chalet :D
since our 'N's were over.
Louis from my class planned out a chalet for us
(Class 4/3)
on the 17th of October .
well , It was fun .
we watched at least two movies
"Drag me to Hell" and "The Orphan"
they were great.
"Drag me to hell" wasn't scary
instead , it was funny haha.
It was damn stupid man.
we were laughing.
besides that , we went out to the Beach at about 2 am in the morning .
It was nice.
With the sea Breeze blowing .
I shall end here
Right after The lyrics
(English translation)
of this song : "Namida" By 2backka
English Translation
No matter how many thousands of times I've cried
I'll always get over it
I can't act stupid to escape it
That kind of situation, you understand, right?
Now it's the last time, the last chance
Even if it fails, don't be scared
Being sad or depressed
Or having loved, there'll be a day
When you're cured
In those days when things don't go according to plan
The feeling of being deceived
It's like something being broken
The tears begin overflowing
It's impossible to be unaffected
It's impossible to show a frank face
If I'm always avoiding it
Thinking about it even now I won't stop
It's not finishedIt can't be finished
Nothing has even started
The answer hasn't been received
I can't give up
I haven't even felt the significance, meaning and happiness of my existence
Something anyone needs
I'm waiting for my tomorrow
Stepping over those crying over and over days
I'll become strong
I shouldn't pretend to be stupid to escape it
That kind of situation, you understand, right?
Being put down many thousands times
I'll always get over it
Your voice will arrive, right?
No matter where
It will be heard immediately.
Labels: Chalet of 4/3
Having to write this letter to you...11:26 AM
Hey readers!
sorry , but this blog will not be active for 4 months til my 'N' levels are over ):
hais....
oh well , come back in 4 months time and you will see postes again .
all I can say is , GOOD LUCK!
good luck for the end-of-year exams , 'N's and 'O' level people , good luck too (:
Shall end now .
posting later.
after 4 months
Having to write this letter to you...8:18 PM
-Busy , Complex , unique life-I have not been blogging for 2 weeks , I think.hais.....My life is so busy now.sec 4 .....It's such a terrible year to be in.but of all , I love being in this year.not liking it the most but it's one of the better years.A human's life is so complex .all of us are uniquedifferent thoughts run through our heads.but some have the same thoughts because the connection of freindship."UVERworld album..."NOOO!!!!My album ...it broke .In yan (Japan rate for money) , it costs 5,000
hais... oh well , There's a new album coming out.the 13th singles .UVERworld : GO-ONhaha it sounds interesting but it's only sold in Japan.well then , I guess i have to get all the songs from the net."The Jester"
"The Crown holds your Promise""My hand holds your Melody""This was the Jester you missed"
"From the Crown , It formed the Mask"
The Jetser , a fool
or a Buffoon .
"was i just another Jester"
thoughts , wonders and dreams.
with these
he thought
He wondered
and Dreamt of you
"To dream...."
Deep sleep.
Sorrow from the Heart .
and I dreamt of you.
dreamt of my back facing you.
Tears run.
run from beneath My Mask.
"am I a demon , a fool or Just another Jester" I asked myself.
"Born to be a Fool"
The world moves ..
The Clown walks on.
with him , he carried your promise and your Melody.
words flowed through his head .
and so he wondered.
wondered the past and the Memories of you.
with snow falling on his head.
he said to himself " I will walk on no matter what happens"
"Formation of The mask "
With the Crown in My Pocket.
I stood back , thinking.
But as I wondered about you.
I grew stronger.
and stronger.
with The Crown as my Promise to you.
I dreamt of that Mask.
and so with my Dream and that Promise .
It fromed my Mask.
"The Mask of this Jester."
"...And so I hold that Promise in
My Crown and The Melody in my hand"
Having to write this letter to you...4:58 PM
Wanna learn more about me ?
well you have come to the right place/link
Like i have said ...My name is Ivan
B'day on the 4th November
I like Japanese animes like D.gray man
Favorite bands : UVERworld , Take That & Augustana
I'm a Catholic
My Catholic name is "Marion"
it's not a girl's name
MSN: larkdude@hotmail.com
MY AIMS.
to go ngee ann poly to study
to get into areospace
to become an engineer/game Designer(may not be possible because i dont take art)
My PROMISES.
I promise my mum i will nvr take up smoking
I promise my mum i will visit my parents for a least once in a week when im married
I promised her (not my mum)to anyways stay happy at any cause
Oh please Cedits for this guy
but i dont know where the hell is he
*** eXodefence ***
comments? mail me-
Walking with the Promise I have made to you.
...And that the Greatest will be your day .
Wishing that the world will last forever.
And that the Greatest will be your day.
Signed , Marion...
...And that the story about you was the gate to the Greatest.
...And that you were the notes to my MUsIC#
26/02/09#...And that you were the one who taught me the art of Smiling Wide (: , So now , Smile!"
06/04/09#"...And Not Realising that your the Beautiful World"
09/04/09#...And that I will never lead you fall off your stage , so now , I wish you a smile (:
22/04/09#"...And To see you shine on this Beautiful world"
